I needed a jackpot in December 1996.
A jackpot of relief. I was burned out.
Burnt from life changes swirling around me.
Our business was being audited in an unfriendly fashion.
And I was just married for the second time.
I wanted “peace on earth.”
So, I traveled to Bethlehem for Christmas.
A bus ride led me to a jackpot.
Holidays shattered by reality
The six mile trip from Jerusalem to Bethlehem was beautiful.
I couldn’t believe the sheep and shepherds roaming the fields.
But, minutes later, the peaceful scenery changed to guns and soldiers.
Horns are honking. Motor bikes are buzzing. Everyone is in a hurry.
We park next to the Church of the Nativity.
The church was built by Constantine’s mother, Helena.
She led a delegation in 326 A.D. to mark Christian holy sites.
They were easy to identify because the Roman emperor, Hadrian, targeted them for desecration by building pagan temples on top.
Eusebius (264-340), a Christian historian, wrote extensively about Helena’s work of uncovering and preserving the sites we visit today.
Walking across the scaffolding inside the church was overwhelming.
A narrow opening with steps leads to the dim cave where a silver star marks the spot where Christ was born.
“In Bethlehem you are shown the cave where he was born, and within the cave the manger where he was wrapped in swaddling clothes.” Origen, 185-254 A.D.
Crowds, stress and taxes
There’s little time to pause in the spot that historians (from 160 A.D.) mark as Christ’s birth.
I was lucky to get this pic from my friend Steve Fanning.
At that moment, the paradox of Christmas hit me hard in a cave below . . .
- noise
- crowds
- soldiers
Today’s tragedies of disease and mass murder colored the first Christmas.
Even debates about politics and taxes charged the air.
Mary rides a donkey 100 miles in her last month of pregnancy to register for taxes.
- She gives birth in a cave
- Uses a feed trough for a crib
The announced savior was born in a parking lot for animals.
- Born where everyone had access
- Born in the midst of violence
- Born in shattered expectations
The jackpot for you and me
Sunrise, the morning we drove to Bethlehem, got me thinking.
Matthew, Mark, Luke and Peter used light to describe Jesus.
Here is Matthew’s version of a transforming moment.
“After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light, a bright cloud covered them, and a voice from the cloud said, “This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. Listen to him!” When the disciples heard this, they fell facedown to the ground, terrified. But Jesus came and touched them. “Get up,” he said. “Don’t be afraid.” When they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus. As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus instructed them, “Don’t tell anyone what you have seen, until the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.” (Matthew 17 selected verses)
If we look, we can see a bright light this Christmas in the middle of our pain.
This light, Christ, has the power to save us.
That’s the jackpot.
Salvation.
You can loose everything.
- Your health
- Your money
- Your family
But, if your faith is in Christ, you can be saved from this world’s losses.
This doesn’t minimize the pain or size of your losses.
But, salvation adds the jackpot of God’s presence.
Immanuel. God with us.
What are you thankful for this Christmas?
Steve, thank you for reminding me that even with faith in Christ, it does not erase all the pain or magnitude of earthly losses. We serve an awesome God that meets us where we are and understands our pain and needs. Thank you God for your peace!
Great to hear from you Michael. “God with us” is the best news I ever heard and His presence means everything in the middle of pain and suffering, “… for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble,” Psalm 59:16. I love Psalm 32:7 “You are my hiding place.”
I love this post, Steve. Not only because it focuses on Bethlehem, but also because the Lord used the land to encourage your heart.
You encourage mine.
Merry Christmas Wayne. All of your creativity and endless hours of work at walkingthebiblelands.com is an enormous blessing to the faith of anyone who engages with your content.
As you know, Steve, our goals and expectations for retiring in comfort and ease were demolished when my wife developed her dementia. I have found that I am now much more thankful for my surrounding family, friends and patients, and my greatest thanks is for the daily slight action or groan from Mina that lets me know that she still knows who I am and is enjoying the time that we have together. That is my spark of sunshine that God sends me almost daily!
Merry Christmas to you and your family.
God bless you and Mina and your family Kent. Both of you are shining a bright light of love that the world needs now. Merry Christmas